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i cant balance and i dont know how to.
parent always say, dont have bf then fail your exam. i told myself i wont let that happen. its me, not you. i dont know how to balance between studies and you. sorry. probably because im not that smart, my result aint that good. i do last min mugging. so end up i make you sad. there's nothing i can do. because i have 2 more papers left and i havent finish studying. like so screwed.

its me not you.

I can't believe I'm standing here

Been waiting for so many years and

Today I found the Queen to reign my heart

You changed my live so patiently

And turned it into something good and real

I feel just like I felt in all my dreams

There are questions hard to answer

Can't you see



Chorus:

Baby, tell me how can I tell you

That I love you more than life!

Show me how can I show you

That I'm blinded by your light!

When you touch me I can touch you

To find out the dream is true!

I love to be loved by you!



Your looking kind of scared right now

Your waiting for the wedding vows

But I don't know if my tongue's able to talk

Your beauty is just blinding me

Like sunbeams on a summer stream and

I gotta close my eyes to protect me

Can you take my hand and lead me

From here please yeahi¢Â€Â¦



Chorus:

Baby, tell me how can I tell you

That I love you more than life!

Show me how can I show you

That I'm blinded by your light!

When you touch me I can touch you

To find out the dream is true!

I love to be loved, I need to be loved

I love to be loved by you!



I know they gonna say our loves not strong to last forever

And I know they gonna say that we'll give up because of any weather

But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent

We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong



Chorus:

Baby, tell me how can I tell you

That I love you more than life!

Show me how can I show you

That I'm blinded by your light!

When you touch me I can touch you

To find out the dream is true!

I love to be loved, I need to be loved

I love to be loved by you!



Yes I love to be loved by you!

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Love Roses!

Do you know what's worth fighting for

When it's not worth dying for? 

Does it take your breath away 

And you feel yourself suffocating? 

Does the pain weigh out the pride

And you look for a place to hide? 

Did someone break your heart inside? 

You're in ruins 



One, 21 guns 

Lay down your arms 

Give up the fight 

One, 21 guns 

Throw up your arms into the sky, 

You and I 



When you're at the end of the road 

And you lost all sense of control 

And your thoughts have taken their toll 

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul 

Your faith walks on broken glass 

And the hangover doesn't pass 

Nothing's ever built to last 

You're in ruins 



One, 21 guns 

Lay down your arms 

Give up the fight 

One, 21 guns 

Throw up your arms into the sky, 

You and I 



Did you try to live on your own 

When you burned down the house and home? 

Did you stand too close to the fire

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?



When it's time to live and let die 

And you can't get another try 

Something inside this heart has died 

You're in ruins 



One, 21 guns 

Lay down your arms 

Give up the fight 

One, 21 guns 

Throw up your arms into the sky 



One, 21 guns 

Lay down your arms 

Give up the fight 

One, 21 guns 

Throw up your arms into the sky, 

You and I

When human become old, they develop illness like cancer, stroke etc. some even go crazy. saying nonsense or EVEN WORSE, make life difficult for you by being a hypocrit?

materal grandma. i believe she is berserk. first incident was that she claim that her grand children steal her money. my cousin and ME. she told her children that she wanna chop us up which is pretty freaky. when i heard it, i was like WTF. i didnt even visit her since chinese new year? how am i suppose to even touch her money. nevermind. then after that she ask my mom to safekeep her 20k. so one day, they help her clean and pack her room. she suddenly panick and say she lost another 2k. so my mom use the 2k of the 20k to give it to her. sort of like cheat her first. settled. NOW.she go around telling ppl that my mom wanna eat up her money. when my mom confronted her.. she say that she trust my mom the most etc. NONSENSE ! she really know how to act. my mom is so stressed up by her because she can suddenly turn up at their shop saying she wanna pass more money to her.. to get money. what if she turn up with a chopper? who knows right?  anyway, i told mom, dont think so much. sunday you shall discuss with your siblings and DONT TAKE ANYMORE MONEY. let them settled. all along my mom have been the one forking out the money. even when grandfather is alive.she bring him to doc, pay the medical fees? how abt the rest? did they do anything? NO. my mom isnt the only child. all selfish bugger!

then dad another one. just quarrelled with mom again. he said to my mom: your mother go and die la! heartless dad. he dont think before he talk. no brain. only know how to drink, enjoy himself. i know he care abt mom. we all do, all so worried that mom might collapse again. but cant you show your care in a more proper way? like just now. mom was tired but she didnt rush him to go home and let him continue to drink. tired confirm will show a face right? so dad's friend ask why mom show a face.. he anyhow share mom's story of grandma. nevermind. he got pissed off abt mom and they left for home. ALL HE KNOW IS HIS BLOODY DRINK EVERY NIGHT. AFTER DRINKING, EVERY NIGHT QUARREL. FUCKING SICK OF HIM BEING THIS WAY. i know im very rude to scold him. i have my temper. cant stand him being like this. SELFISH. and and i told him, you cant tell mom in her face, your mother go and die now ! i told him, like  what if i say that to him? NI MA MA QU SI LA.! you know what he say? go and die la. i dont care? ALL words. no meaning to it. when she really die, lets see how he feel. no brains.

i think we need to learn to be selfish at times;
cannot everything we volunteer to do. its good to volunteer but in the end, who is the one who will end up suffering or being tired? or lose out? YOU!
we need to care more abt ourselves, think for ourselves!
dont care abt what other ppl say; as in filter!
some ppl are arsehole. say hurtful stuff but no choice we have to tolerate. tmr will be better!


okay this post is every messy. because im very angry. i feel like killing my dad. like i say before, if you ask me to weigh the importance of mom to dad. dad is nothing. mom is my everything!

anyway, i just came back from cruise to redang. BORING. THE BABU SINGH? BOOKED one restaurant and they make the cruise stink. they are barbarian when they are on the ferry from cruise to redang. everything they do, they want to be first! FAT and SMELLY. theres one lady she was so gan jiong abt queueing up that she grab on my waist so she can stick to me, like being right behind me. so i say! STOP TOUCHING ME! DONT HOLD ME. SHE BLOODY HELL DARE TO SAY SHE NOT HOLDING. THEN WHAT IS HER HAND DOING. NABEI. sometime feel like grabbing my slipper and slap them in the face! i went casino and all i do is eat. cant swim because period came. so unlucky or else i'll swim all i want la! k pictures.

HAHAHA I CANT SEEM TO ROTATE THE PHOTO. THEY DONT ALLOW IT! HAHAHHAA


just becoz i love you (: